The Failed Escape

How did he get here? Then he remembered the injections. The coloured things they’d put in him. And what he saw made sense.

From behind a clump of cacti he woke up, still shivering, and patted the sand off his back. The eight am sun wasn’t strong enough yet although he could feel it warming his skin. When he looked at the tiny holes in his arm, he saw once again the needles and coloured things they’d fed into his blood stream, and the nauseating sensation it left him with after each treatment.

Then he remembered why he’d slept by the cacti clump. He stood up unsteadily and looked down the slope, trying to detect any movement among the desert bushes. He breathed in the refreshingly chilly early morning air, despite his aching bones and dry throat. He needed to find water and food soon, before it got too hot. Having decided to continue down the slope, hoping to find the stream he’d seen in the map the previous night, he took a step and stopped. Something glinted in the distance. Belatedly he lowered himself, using the cactus clump as cover and scanned the open slope. There it was again. Was it the reflection off a binocular glass? There was movement. He waited, now undecided. He couldn’t turn back and go up the slope. That’s where he’d come from. He didn’t want to return there. And now in front, he could clearly make out figures moving, spreading out. Dressed in dark clothes, several of them leading dogs, carrying weapons. Sweeping the valley floor, moving upwards. Searching.

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Orion

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There! Three distinct stars shining in their timeless row. The identical ones I had been seeing since I was a child. Having forgotten the names of most constellations as well as their individual stars, I can still pick out Orion’s Belt without hesitation wherever I am.

Rula was the one who had taught me about constellations. Orion was her absolute favorite: The Hunter with his Bow and Dogs. Late at night, I used to sit bundled up in the highlands beside her, peering into the universe through telescopes. What I loved most were the fantastic names every object had.

Quasars!

Dwarf Stars!

Nebulae!

Rula could enunciate each name accurately, explaining the meanings and history of a particular star, constellation or other heavenly body. I admired the beauty of the knowledge she possessed. She once said the immenseness of the cosmos was God’s way of reminding us of our true place in creation. She believed that the night sky was to give us perspective whenever our earthly cares overwhelmed us. She was right. Some of us take this merry-go-round called life too seriously. Others treat it much too lightly. All of us are guilty at one time or another of not maintaining a proper perspective and have to live with the consequences of that failure.

Bellatrix.

Betelgeuse.

Rigel.

Stars found only in Orion.

I remember Rula each time I see Orion in the night sky and can’t help thinking of what might have been.

 

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